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Courtney Parker
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tell Me Why
just an average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful and happy for a short while now she's older things are getting colder she's lost with what she thought she wished someone had told her she told you she was down you let it slip by so from then on she kept it on the inside she told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies cant you see look at her doll eyes tried to stop herself from crying almost every night but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright summer came by all she wore was long sleeves because these cuts on her wrist were for noone to see she knew she was depressed didnt want to admit it didnt think she would to anyone who seemed to miss it she carried on like a soldier with a battlewound leading out for every cut her body consumed she had no friends at school all along she was sad and if somebody wanted to know she would blame the cat but these cuts on her wrist they were no mistake and noone cared enough to self her from herself hey things were going down never really up and here she is now stuck in this stupid crap she knew exactly that she had to do it now she's standing on a chair tying a rope around her neck she wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild look at me now are you proud of your precious job but she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame it was the world that she found out was hate and shame she stood up on the chair and looked down at the moon she used to think it'll all be over soon the chair fell down as she took her final breath it's all over, all gone now she's greeting death her mum walks til she falls down to the floor and now nothing can take back what she just saw the little girl that she raised is just hanging there Find more lyrics at ※ Mojim.com her body's pale and her face is violently there she sees the note and unfolds it with care all she does is stare, how can this be fair she starts reading as the tears roll down her face: 'I'm sorry mom but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fux this and fit in I've come to realize this world is full of sin there's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here in this awful place. It's a disgrace, I was misplaced, born in the wrong time and in the wrong place. It's okay though 'cause you'll see me soon when your time has come just look at the moon As it shines bright, throughout the night and remember everyone's facing their own fight but I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter you'll make it through the night, just hug your tighter So let the world know that I died in vain Because the water on me is the one to blame and I know in a year you'll forget about 'cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on that's what they used to tell me all those kids at school so I'm going by the law and join in the rules My presence down on earth is not needed any longer and if anything, I hope this makes you stronger You are the best friend that I ever had such a shame I had to make you so very sad Just remember that you meant everything to me, and to my heart you're the only one that held the key Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write and yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight. I'm watching over you from the clouds above And turning down the purest and wildest god to watch over you will make me half arise and this is it world, goodbye
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